Saturday, September 7, 2013

.scales.

2 years ago i fell for this libra chick
I was on a break from what i thought was a perfect relationship
Until she showed me what perfection is
Lookin at her i could see my reflection... 


Shit

She spoke my language & started becoming more than someone i just wanted to hang wit


My lady took that trip to NY & i could barely tell her bye
Face in my phone and she knew why
She reminded me that i was never supposed to be "that guy"
And I reminded her that if she woulda kept her kitchen closed instead of feeding the world
Maybe she wouldnt have to worry about another girl


So she left...


An as much as i wanted to feel bad i couldn't make myself
I could spend time with no interruptions
Sneakin out wit each other cuz gettin caught meant somebody was sayin somethin
This infatuation started turning into lowkey love
Picking me up every night just cuz
No sex involved but i remember her kisses like they just left my lips
Tryna explain to the world that to me... 

She was more than a lil dip

She became my inspiration & the reason I smiled
Several days she made waking up worth  my while


Then we faded



Who was I to think we coulda made it?

My girl came home & she went back to that other rapper
They kept askin if we fucked not understanding it wasn't her body I was after
Now years later after the book closed


I see her...


And honestly?
Im tryna write another chapter.




- Yungin. ((.f.l.h.))

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