.non factor.

Falling for you is something i didn't do
because it wasn't my intentions
but i do give u an honorable mention for catching my attention
that good ol' Libra charm gets this Gemini everytime
run good game til they constantly on my mind
then the truth is uncovered and i discover who they really are
same broad i thought she was when i was checkin from afar
beautiful creature with an ugly side
angelic face with the Devil's mind
Veteran game player
hypocritical neigh-sayer
same judge guilty of the crime she just convicted me of
damn ma 
where's the love?
oh yeah...
there is none
cuz you was just fun
and no matter what YOU thought
SHE'S my NUMBER 1
Always.


- Yungin. ((.f.l.h.))

.no gps.

put on this blindfold and lay down

turn up the music so they'll barely hear our sounds...

relax your mind...

you're safe with me

let your inhibitions go

so your body can be free

see...

i wanna take my time with you

get you wrapped up in so much passion...

u wont know wat to do

i get you...

THIS

this connection...

i knew you'd be trouble from the 1st time our lips met

but i don't think you knew what you'd get

this feeling im getting when my lips touch your skin

has me wondering what its like to get in

but im patient...

im waiting...

for now i'll just explore

listen to the moans of your body wanting more

im a tease...

before i give u this love i just want u to feel secure

so don't open that door until u sure

cuz once we take this step im goin all in

make you lose it til im the only one you're body's callin

im talkin...

middle of the night tossin...

turnin...

callin me up 2am candles burnin...

drivin cross town in nothin but a t-shirt &

feenin'

dreamin

pussy so wet thinkin bout me u gotta change ya sheets &

i never thought i'd say it

but that'd be a sweet sin

for now let me take you on this high tho

playing with your body until you hittin high notes

kissing every inch of you

got u ready to scream

without tastin, touchin, or rubbin whats between

amazing aint it?

--this here picture i've painted?

its only the beginning.

- Yungin. ((.f.l.h.))

.my room.

[exhales]

i been waitin months to confess i been stressed with this bullshit

kissin the wrong women sayin "we shouldn't be doin this"

been talkin to the baby mother of my ex favorite DJ

i admit it we slept together homie no PJ's

im not the betrayal type u can't help who u connect wit

besides im happy i did it cuz i found out that he's a real bitch

fuckin her when i just ended a call with "i love you" to this singer

who tends to act like a nigga need her

maybe i did

i kid

she just opened my eyes

i finally saw her for who she was can't say that i was surprised

cuz she had showed me before when she had showed me the door

but she came back for some more then did the same as before

i guess good sex will have ya mind gone

have u sayin "its okay" when u know she wrong

forgivin women who committed these love crimes

knowin i'll spend another night up just lookin at the time

wondering where she's at cuz i cant sleep with out her

then i call her phone & wanna forget about her

her: 'hello? no... i'm still out with ______. i'll call you when i get home.'

3:17am i got work in an hour and i've slept 20 minos

cuz u called me drunk at 2 talkin bout some fuckin skittles

your last week here & i ain't even on the guest list

so i'll say duces with a "fuck you" and a well wish

"u can go to hell bitch" yeah thats what im thinkin

i should prolly pick this blunt up and stop all this drinkin

drunken words are sober thoughts and i've tried to play my part man

but in all reality u keep breakin my heart and

i keep textin back every time u send somethin

keep checkin your page but u ain't tweeted nothin

frontin like im not hurt but i be thinkin bout her

not you but her yeah i love u but like her

she like to spend time wit a nigga i ain't gotta beg

you out with the whole world thats why im up in her bed

damn... but is this really where i wanna be

i wonder if you thinking of me

fuck it if you ain't

cuz im done with this fraud ass picture you tryna paint

like u ain't do nothin wrong now u just another song

and honestly a part of me dun already moved on

she be on my mind like the wallpaper on my phone

lookin back at me wit no bra on

every time i open my kick i see her

i know she think a part of me is bad but ima make her a believer

im tryin to believe her when she say him & her are through

somebody point me in the direction of the truth

im thinkin bout leavin she wantin me to stay

if you give me a reason then i'll be here, okay?

but u gotta give me that number 1 position

maybe thats my problem, maybe thats wats missin

being the only one instead of sharing wit someone else

im not content with myself i guess i need a little help

or a lesson on bein selfish

where's the woman i can call my own?

who's heart can i make my home?

maybe im better off being alone...

maybe im better off being alone.

- Yungin. ((.f.l.h.))

.appetizer.

allow my lips to leave this trail of kisses

to begin this tale of us getting explicit

if only you knew the thoughts in my head

gon head & lay down so i can show u in this bed

start off at your lips until i land below ur waist

put u in my mouth and start to taste

ur piercing against mine

take u high til u feel like u flyin

your hands in my locs

pushing me in to take in every drop

mmmh

knees up

back arched

eyes rolled back

racing heart

your trying to catch your breath as your body implodes

im trying to catch the rest as your body explodes

legs in the air

tongue goin deep

u screamin so loud

they hear u cross the street

whole face soaked

but still hungry for more

ima let you rest

i'll prepare for the next course.

- Yungin. ((.f.l.h.))

.touch me not.

[.no poetry.all thought.]

the feeling of your hands between my thighs makes me shake

When u enter in...

you send my body on a spin...

Sometimes the pleasure is so great i cant control myself.

The feeling of you inside of me

makes me forget about the stud im supposed to be

Excuse my moans

Excuse my want to call out for more

Pardon my need for u to go deep

Make me crazy

Make me feel you when ur not here

Make me orgasm from just the thought of you

Give me all of you

Wrap my legs around ur shoulders and take a swim

Make me explode

lick me dry...

then dive back in

Just give me you...

- Yungin. ((.f.l.h.))

.craigslist.

Hopeless romantic

just lookin for someone to romance wit

hold hands wit...

maybe even take a chance wit...

im sayin...

how hard is it really?

i just need that one to feel me...

i ain't talkin eternity baby,

just gimmie a few months of:

takin you out to dinner...

cookin you breakfast...

then making you my lunch love...

Love

L O V E

that ain't even part of the equation

cuz im savin that for the woman who's patiently waitin....

and i know she's anxious...

cuz i am too

days i wake up wonderin 'where are you?'

but thats another rhyme for another time...

right now i've reserved these lines for some dime

who doesn't mind

being just 'Cru's Boo'

just one that wants to spend time too...

but she gotta understand this is a temporary thing

she can be my summer, fall, winter, or spring fling

dig wat i mean?

i think Musiq called it a 'buddy'

cuz i damn sure ain't lookin for someone to love me...

someone to touch me would be nice doe.

- Yungin. ((.f.l.h.))

.torture.

come close...

i want to feel your naked body against mine.

--

so many things i wanna do to you tonight

i want to take my time

believe me...

ima do it right

handcuffs...

blind folds...

duct tape...

no sounds...

let me start at the top and work my way down

i love how your body reacts to my touch

now tell me...

do u wanna make love?

or fuck?

oh thats right...

you cant speak...

let my tongue trace down your spine until your knees get weak

don't worry

i'll hold you up if you begin to fall

let my lips tease you until your body starts to call

i'll touch the places that beg for me

drop down to my knees and taste you carefully

i can hear the cuffs rattle as you pull on to my locks

your lips beg for more

but im just gonna stop...

see...

i need you to crave me

go crazy

make me give you this amazing

let me trace your lips

with the tip of my tongue

down to your hips

making pit stops along the way

i want you to want me in the worst way...

till your river drips down your thigh

or till you want me so bad you could cry...

don't worry, you'll get me...

in due time.

- Yungin. ((.f.l.h.))

.to be continued.

[i have a problem...]

i need your legs wrapped around my neck

i've got plans to make you sweat

until i dry up whats wet...

let me dive in and swim until you lose control

i wanna taste you until my tongue touches my soul

just lay back and relax

matter of fact...

turn over

i wanna taste you from the back...

- Yungin. ((.f.l.h.))

.its not like.

*sigh*

its not like i wanna be with you, its that i wanna be an option

its not like i want you to be with me, its that i want you to like me

its not like i want to be the only one, its that i wanna be number 1

its not like im tryna wife you, i just wanna make you smile in the future

its not like i want u to fall for me, its that i wanna stay on ur mind

its not like i wanna make love to you, its jz i wanna make you feel wat i feel

its not like i get jealous, its that im selfish

its not like i want this to last forever, its that i don't want the memory

moral of the story? we both know this is a temporary thing. honestly something temporary shouldn't come with raised voices, disappointments & anger. temporary things don't come with emotions, they come with a plan (its gonna be this, this and this for x amount of days, weeks, months etc.) at the end of this i don't want to hate you and i damn sure don't want to love you. honestly i don't even wanna be friends after this. somebody's gonna get hurt. i know im playing with fire. whether its me that winds up hurt or you, the outcome of this shit is not gonna be good. today definitely revealed that. so enjoy my affection while you still allow it and i'll do the same.

every time i see you, i do everything as if it were my last time with you because i know soon it will be.

- Yungin. ((.f.l.h.))

.forehead kisses.

i'd be lying if i said i wasn't into you. funny how u just been sitting in front of my face for the longest... (i gotta start paying attention lol).

i adore you...

EVERYTHING about you.

i know... i know...

im not supposed to like u & u not supposed to like me.

#shithappens.

you have changed my mind about a lot. like for one i never thought i'd be dating a "people person". i was always that person like "oh naw... she can get it the ass but not my time... im not investing my time in someone like that."

den here u come...

balled up my words and made me eat every single one of em.

thank you.

you bring a smile to my face with just the thought of you.

i kinda feel like im high school crushin... lol

the look in ur eyes when we're face to face, how good you feel in my arms, all the smiles when we skype before bed...

#allgood :)

last night i sat and watched you sleep on skype just wishing i could be there to wrap my arms around you.

who knew that 7 days without you would make me weak...

i miss simple things like playing with your hands and rubbing on your legs while we chill...

i miss being in your presence & sharing your air...

ur special...

i know you've heard it before, but you truly are special to me...

and i really appreciate you...

head to toe.

inside & out.

good & bad.

close your eyes...

i have more to show u...

very soon...

- Yungin. ((.f.l.h.))

.illuminati.

sometimes you leave me speechless beyond understanding.

--

as i laid back and inhaled the smoke

i also took a minute to take you into my senses...

your feel

your touch

your smile

your smell

your lips on mine...

i listened closely to the words coming from the speakers and engulfed myself in the guitars, bass line and the snare tapping lightly between beats 2 & 4...

for a minute i lost myself in you...

it was like i had been completely taken in

i briefly forgot about the rest of the world's existence

i could feel your arms around me and your thumb rubbing the top of my abs back and forth...

your breathing was synced with mine

as the guitar solo played your voice broke our silence and spoke the exact thought in my mind

"Could you imagine being in THAT moment? Right here? I think it would be amazing."

*sigh*

this connection between me you and music takes me places im not sure im ready to be

you alone can sometimes take me too far without even speaking.

you've seen elements of me i haven't seen in years.

i sometimes feel like you came into this already knowing who i was.

#lemmefindout

-Yungin. ((.f.l.h.))

.til the last drop.

i have never felt such pleasure flow through my body at once...

--

you give me a feeling i've never felt before

sure ive had my share of orgasms...

but nothing like this

i can still feel ur lips kissing me in all the right places

i can feel ur breath on my clit before you dive in and taste it...

face it

where your face is is the ocean...

and im tryna make you drown

here i am making these sounds like no one is around

you've got my body so high though your bed is low to the ground

i guess im so fine i can ride her face

my mind is going to the clouds while my body is landing in ecstasy

head tilted back singing obscenities

tryna grab the wall as ur tongue slips into me

as the climax comes i start listening

the sounds that i hear only make me want you more

i cant control myself so my rain starts to pour

u pullin me down closer & my head is spinnin

this is only round 1 so we just beginning

keep making those sounds and i promise not to stop

cuz there's a lot of rain coming...

and i want u to stay

til the last drop...

- Yungin. ((.f.l.h.))

.withdrawals.

just the thought of you touching me makes me quiver

and i know ur willing to deliver every thing that i've been needing

you know how i've been feenin...

wishing, hoping, wanting to be back in that moment

the sounds from your lips when i get between your thighs

plus the look in your eyes makes my temperature rise

until i begin to drip...

lay under my waterfall & get drenched...

make me moan obscene things

until im completely out of my element & they turn into screams

cant you see?

i want you to have your way with me.

make it hard to breathe

send me on a high thats better than weed...

taste me like im your favorite flavor

and after you're done...

i'll return the favor

- Yungin ((.f.l.h.))

.out to eat.

-i know... number 3 in 24 hours. ima make it.-

--

[me in nothing but these Gilly Hicks boy shorts

walking to the bed with a bottle of amsterdam in hand...

you laying naked in my sheets

u ready for me?]

im tryna make more than the goosebumps on ya inner thigh show

im tryna tongue kiss your inner thigh slow

i know...

im nasty.

but the thing is you love it...

matter of fact you put no one above it

see my love is like a drug

let me take you high...

so much i wanna show you

i can't even lie

i wanna taste you in so many positions

did i mention you so fine you can LITERALLY ride my face?

bounce up and down on my tongue till you've had all you can take...

but don't stop

i wanna taste every single drop

and after that let me get on top

i been feigning for your legs to be around my neck

im bout to swim so deep i promise you wont forget

the obscenities you moanin in between screams

has me feelin like im in some type of dream

damn...

you tight as fuck

tastin and touchin until you flood

puddles in the bed

even the mattress wet...

ima let you rest...

but trust im not full...

this hunger will last me beyond the night and the morning...

-Yungin. ((.f.l.h.))

.strapped.

[close your mouth and let your body speak for you]

my mind has been running wild for days with thoughts, scenes & dreams of me freeing every desire i've been holding back on your body.

God forgive me for the things i want to do to this girl.

no shirt, no shoes, no pants, just skin... thats all i need you in. standing in the middle of the floor waiting for me to make my first move...

u scared?

u should be...

*smiles*

i love how you tremble when i push your body against mine... the short breaths you take as i trace your lips with the tip of my tongue...

u ready?

let me start at your mouth and work my way down...

i wanna kiss every inch of your pretty brown.

im tryna make your river start flowing before i even get to it.

i wanna feel you shaking as i dip my tongue into it.

damn...

tonight im tryna drown.

i understand you got neighbors around

but these walls bout to echo with our sounds.

all those feelings you forgot about will be found.

pull on my dreads & scratch me up the deeper i go.

wrap your legs around me i promise i'll do it slow.

nobody has to know but me u and these 4 walls...

can you take it all?

can you take it all?

- Yungin. ((.f.l.h.))

.things that make you go hmm.

*exhales* excuse my mouth...

i been waiting for this moment since the day i saw your face. something about how you spoke to me made me wonder how you taste...

how you moan...

hmm.

thoughts of my tongue tracing and tasting your never ending brown skin is sending my mind to a place it hasn't been in a long time. sittin here in a daze thinking about your body on mine...

the things i could do to you...

give me the opportunity to show you what real love making is. i'll take my time if you're willing to be the center of attention.

i wanna start at your lips, kiss between your hips and all the way down to your feet... turn you around and watch you buckle when i kiss you behind your knees.

see... i need you to understand that your body's been calling me for a minute & its about time that i pick up the phone. i can taste you in my dreams... smell you in my sheets... feel your lips on mine...

damn u got my mind gone.

sorry if my words are a little sketchy... its just hard to tell you that right now im thinking of making you cum until your body is drained and you can't moan any more... well indirectly of course...

just the thought of being inside you makes me quiver and i cant lie i cant wait for my hand to be drenched in you.

hmm.

- Yungin. ((.f.l.h.))