.my room.

[exhales]

i been waitin months to confess i been stressed with this bullshit

kissin the wrong women sayin "we shouldn't be doin this"

been talkin to the baby mother of my ex favorite DJ

i admit it we slept together homie no PJ's

im not the betrayal type u can't help who u connect wit

besides im happy i did it cuz i found out that he's a real bitch

fuckin her when i just ended a call with "i love you" to this singer

who tends to act like a nigga need her

maybe i did

i kid

she just opened my eyes

i finally saw her for who she was can't say that i was surprised

cuz she had showed me before when she had showed me the door

but she came back for some more then did the same as before

i guess good sex will have ya mind gone

have u sayin "its okay" when u know she wrong

forgivin women who committed these love crimes

knowin i'll spend another night up just lookin at the time

wondering where she's at cuz i cant sleep with out her

then i call her phone & wanna forget about her

her: 'hello? no... i'm still out with ______. i'll call you when i get home.'

3:17am i got work in an hour and i've slept 20 minos

cuz u called me drunk at 2 talkin bout some fuckin skittles

your last week here & i ain't even on the guest list

so i'll say duces with a "fuck you" and a well wish

"u can go to hell bitch" yeah thats what im thinkin

i should prolly pick this blunt up and stop all this drinkin

drunken words are sober thoughts and i've tried to play my part man

but in all reality u keep breakin my heart and

i keep textin back every time u send somethin

keep checkin your page but u ain't tweeted nothin

frontin like im not hurt but i be thinkin bout her

not you but her yeah i love u but like her

she like to spend time wit a nigga i ain't gotta beg

you out with the whole world thats why im up in her bed

damn... but is this really where i wanna be

i wonder if you thinking of me

fuck it if you ain't

cuz im done with this fraud ass picture you tryna paint

like u ain't do nothin wrong now u just another song

and honestly a part of me dun already moved on

she be on my mind like the wallpaper on my phone

lookin back at me wit no bra on

every time i open my kick i see her

i know she think a part of me is bad but ima make her a believer

im tryin to believe her when she say him & her are through

somebody point me in the direction of the truth

im thinkin bout leavin she wantin me to stay

if you give me a reason then i'll be here, okay?

but u gotta give me that number 1 position

maybe thats my problem, maybe thats wats missin

being the only one instead of sharing wit someone else

im not content with myself i guess i need a little help

or a lesson on bein selfish

where's the woman i can call my own?

who's heart can i make my home?

maybe im better off being alone...

maybe im better off being alone.

- Yungin. ((.f.l.h.))