.its not like.

*sigh*

its not like i wanna be with you, its that i wanna be an option

its not like i want you to be with me, its that i want you to like me

its not like i want to be the only one, its that i wanna be number 1

its not like im tryna wife you, i just wanna make you smile in the future

its not like i want u to fall for me, its that i wanna stay on ur mind

its not like i wanna make love to you, its jz i wanna make you feel wat i feel

its not like i get jealous, its that im selfish

its not like i want this to last forever, its that i don't want the memory

moral of the story? we both know this is a temporary thing. honestly something temporary shouldn't come with raised voices, disappointments & anger. temporary things don't come with emotions, they come with a plan (its gonna be this, this and this for x amount of days, weeks, months etc.) at the end of this i don't want to hate you and i damn sure don't want to love you. honestly i don't even wanna be friends after this. somebody's gonna get hurt. i know im playing with fire. whether its me that winds up hurt or you, the outcome of this shit is not gonna be good. today definitely revealed that. so enjoy my affection while you still allow it and i'll do the same.

every time i see you, i do everything as if it were my last time with you because i know soon it will be.

- Yungin. ((.f.l.h.))