.torture.

come close...

i want to feel your naked body against mine.

--

so many things i wanna do to you tonight

i want to take my time

believe me...

ima do it right

handcuffs...

blind folds...

duct tape...

no sounds...

let me start at the top and work my way down

i love how your body reacts to my touch

now tell me...

do u wanna make love?

or fuck?

oh thats right...

you cant speak...

let my tongue trace down your spine until your knees get weak

don't worry

i'll hold you up if you begin to fall

let my lips tease you until your body starts to call

i'll touch the places that beg for me

drop down to my knees and taste you carefully

i can hear the cuffs rattle as you pull on to my locks

your lips beg for more

but im just gonna stop...

see...

i need you to crave me

go crazy

make me give you this amazing

let me trace your lips

with the tip of my tongue

down to your hips

making pit stops along the way

i want you to want me in the worst way...

till your river drips down your thigh

or till you want me so bad you could cry...

don't worry, you'll get me...

in due time.

- Yungin. ((.f.l.h.))

.to be continued.

[i have a problem...]

i need your legs wrapped around my neck

i've got plans to make you sweat

until i dry up whats wet...

let me dive in and swim until you lose control

i wanna taste you until my tongue touches my soul

just lay back and relax

matter of fact...

turn over

i wanna taste you from the back...

- Yungin. ((.f.l.h.))

.its not like.

*sigh*

its not like i wanna be with you, its that i wanna be an option

its not like i want you to be with me, its that i want you to like me

its not like i want to be the only one, its that i wanna be number 1

its not like im tryna wife you, i just wanna make you smile in the future

its not like i want u to fall for me, its that i wanna stay on ur mind

its not like i wanna make love to you, its jz i wanna make you feel wat i feel

its not like i get jealous, its that im selfish

its not like i want this to last forever, its that i don't want the memory

moral of the story? we both know this is a temporary thing. honestly something temporary shouldn't come with raised voices, disappointments & anger. temporary things don't come with emotions, they come with a plan (its gonna be this, this and this for x amount of days, weeks, months etc.) at the end of this i don't want to hate you and i damn sure don't want to love you. honestly i don't even wanna be friends after this. somebody's gonna get hurt. i know im playing with fire. whether its me that winds up hurt or you, the outcome of this shit is not gonna be good. today definitely revealed that. so enjoy my affection while you still allow it and i'll do the same.

every time i see you, i do everything as if it were my last time with you because i know soon it will be.

- Yungin. ((.f.l.h.))

.forehead kisses.

i'd be lying if i said i wasn't into you. funny how u just been sitting in front of my face for the longest... (i gotta start paying attention lol).

i adore you...

EVERYTHING about you.

i know... i know...

im not supposed to like u & u not supposed to like me.

#shithappens.

you have changed my mind about a lot. like for one i never thought i'd be dating a "people person". i was always that person like "oh naw... she can get it the ass but not my time... im not investing my time in someone like that."

den here u come...

balled up my words and made me eat every single one of em.

thank you.

you bring a smile to my face with just the thought of you.

i kinda feel like im high school crushin... lol

the look in ur eyes when we're face to face, how good you feel in my arms, all the smiles when we skype before bed...

#allgood :)

last night i sat and watched you sleep on skype just wishing i could be there to wrap my arms around you.

who knew that 7 days without you would make me weak...

i miss simple things like playing with your hands and rubbing on your legs while we chill...

i miss being in your presence & sharing your air...

ur special...

i know you've heard it before, but you truly are special to me...

and i really appreciate you...

head to toe.

inside & out.

good & bad.

close your eyes...

i have more to show u...

very soon...

- Yungin. ((.f.l.h.))

.illuminati.

sometimes you leave me speechless beyond understanding.

--

as i laid back and inhaled the smoke

i also took a minute to take you into my senses...

your feel

your touch

your smile

your smell

your lips on mine...

i listened closely to the words coming from the speakers and engulfed myself in the guitars, bass line and the snare tapping lightly between beats 2 & 4...

for a minute i lost myself in you...

it was like i had been completely taken in

i briefly forgot about the rest of the world's existence

i could feel your arms around me and your thumb rubbing the top of my abs back and forth...

your breathing was synced with mine

as the guitar solo played your voice broke our silence and spoke the exact thought in my mind

"Could you imagine being in THAT moment? Right here? I think it would be amazing."

*sigh*

this connection between me you and music takes me places im not sure im ready to be

you alone can sometimes take me too far without even speaking.

you've seen elements of me i haven't seen in years.

i sometimes feel like you came into this already knowing who i was.

#lemmefindout

-Yungin. ((.f.l.h.))

.til the last drop.

i have never felt such pleasure flow through my body at once...

--

you give me a feeling i've never felt before

sure ive had my share of orgasms...

but nothing like this

i can still feel ur lips kissing me in all the right places

i can feel ur breath on my clit before you dive in and taste it...

face it

where your face is is the ocean...

and im tryna make you drown

here i am making these sounds like no one is around

you've got my body so high though your bed is low to the ground

i guess im so fine i can ride her face

my mind is going to the clouds while my body is landing in ecstasy

head tilted back singing obscenities

tryna grab the wall as ur tongue slips into me

as the climax comes i start listening

the sounds that i hear only make me want you more

i cant control myself so my rain starts to pour

u pullin me down closer & my head is spinnin

this is only round 1 so we just beginning

keep making those sounds and i promise not to stop

cuz there's a lot of rain coming...

and i want u to stay

til the last drop...

- Yungin. ((.f.l.h.))