.the resistance.

the closer it gets to fall the more my mind starts to level out

all of my thoughts thats been stored get to pourin out

i didn't realize it would start so soon

its only August but im tryna grab my mind from June

last year i barely remember the summer it all ran together

blacklight sessions full of smoke i never felt better

honestly those times alone with the music

gave me just wat i needed to get thru it

life that is

i lost my sanity for a moment but i needed it

the feeling of losin my mind ain't as bad as i perceived it

it shed a lot of light on the things i was doin wrong

provided clarity to build me up & stay strong

lost a good girl while my life started to move along

but thats another story for another song

my mind's been so gone but im tryna get it right

i swear im not the same person when i lay down at night

woke up with the realization that the fast life im livin

wasnt given to me i chose it

so why am i so obsessed to hold it?

why am i lettin the good girls pass

for the chick who's means for cash is shakin her ass?

no offense to the strippers i got respect for all of yall

still mess wit the few thats in my call log

but most of em see a nigga tryna make it

havin a hustlers heart is somethin u cant fake

shit

i know that its time for me to settle down

time to find someone to put up in a wedding gown

the girl i wanted marry don't wanna give me time

to get my life together im just tryna get mine

so thats fine that just means she wasn't for me

no love lost here still standin on my feet

but history repeats so she'll just be another one

to regret leaving me after she's hurt & her heart is done

karma is a bitch life is too

thats why im tryna do right at age 22

when hit 23 i need a different me

i wanna be somebody that i'd never thought i'd be

maybe i will be settled down

or maybe i'll be playin around

i hope not

maybe i'll be with a chick i don't care about

stuck in a personal hell jz tryna make it out

God please forbid that from happenin again

cuz i been there before i lost a good friend

but i gotta live with no regrets

cuz you never know when youre gonna take your last breath

every day i mature still growin more

they don't wanna see me fly but ima still soar

september 16th i start it all over

raise ya glasses up lets make a toast to closure.

[no jockin.]

- Yungin ((.f.l.h.))