aight aight... so my niggas been askin me why i have chosen to be faithful with a girl im not officially with. fuck, nigga... y not? i mean this is a girl who's heart i broke back in march. she was important then and she's important now. i fell for her but i still loved my ex and my dumbass messed it up... now im getting it back... im proving myself by leaving these hoes alone (amongst other things) plus i know that she is in Cali not fuckin wit nobody else. then they asked how is it possible for me to jump from fucking whoever i wanted whenever i wanted dis summer to settling down...
well...
lemme say this: fear of settling down is all in ya head. its a mind game u play on urself when u start getting older. its like when u in high school or fresh in college its SO MANY HOES!!! especially going to TSU... its like hoes grow on trees and plant themselves on the tiger walk. They start noticing u a fly nigga and then they become groupies (and be like "heeey Crusay" on the tiger walk... in groups of 5 or more... POW NIGGA!) and den u jz start smashin. shit... u single... u young... da bitches love u!
den u meet dat 1 girl...
and its like when u see her... ur heart melts. when she smiles... ya heart starts racing. u can't stop smiling around her... u get the sweaty hands and shit... and u can't help but approach her. u just approach her differently like she's a woman... not a hoe. yall start talking and things get serious... then u go thru the issue i had with myself today -- what if this is it? what if she is the one? what if she hurts me? what if she cheats? am i really the right one for her? if we break up and she shatters my world how would i bounce back?
look my nigga... at the end of the day u gotta let dat shit go!
u can't be a hoe the rest of your life. its okay to screw a few but when that right one comes... you owe it to urself to explore it. think about all the great things that come with a relationship with someone special... shiii during the winter u got somebody to sit in front of the fireplace wit, u can get da bizness every night, u got somebody das gon be by ya side. although u may feel like u don't need that and ur happy running around wit dis girl and dat girl... it gets lonely my dude. its plenty of times i have laid down in my bed and been like 'damn... i wish i had a shorty here.' den u call every hoe u can and all dey wanna do is smash... BITCHIMTRYNACUDDLE! lol.
all im sayin is the different girls coming and going don't amount to the quality time spent with that one person that could be your soul mate... and these hoes and groupies arent important... not even tryna be. they want u for ya swagger, popularity, money or jz to say yall smashed... but the girl that actually wants to be with you... wants to be with you because she wants you... all of you... mind body and soul.
and that my friends is why i am remaining faithful to my unofficial girl & the reason i stopped my summer shenanigans (lol love dat word).
...that is also the reality of Danity Kane
lol
- Yungin. ((f.l.h))
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