Saturday, September 5, 2009

.its complicated.


if you check my facebook page (facebook.com/crusay) it says that i am in a relationship and it is complicated with new york aka my best girl (im sure ima get roasted for that later ha). so contrary to what the page says, i am NOT (i repeat) NOT in a relationship right now (very much single... dont get it twisted)... but it is complicated between me and shorty. its like damn we can never get our paths to cross right... like mayne son i have always had it for this chick right (9th grade to be exact) but its like damn my ego will not take her serious. shit trips me out cuz i be like aight aight... she's gonna go thru wit it and its gonna go down and my ego is like... nigga... we been doin this since 2007 wit her... call it what it is mayne. so its like its a constant battle between me and... well... me. like i trust her and all but damn mayne... she don't call, barely text, stay outta state, den when she here i c her one time... like my dude. den she be on this love u shit. and im like aight... if das real call a nigga... if das real text a nigga... shit i call and text no returns but let a nigga back down or start talkin bout another bitch and she be makin a nigga feel really fuckin guilty. shit she almost got gal'd this week to be honest... but den i waited for a min and started noticing same shit different day. so at this point im just like what the hell is there to do. she say if i love her i should trust her (every chick says dat) but when ya track record is so bad... what do u expect? u can't just get chance after chance after chance... for one i need definition. two i need stability: i need a chick das gon check in on the regular... not no once a week shit... if we on a level where we talkin like we could get together very soon im expectin to hear from u every other day... shit maybe every day (favorite girl grasped that concept when she was starting for the team). so what do i do? i don't wanna lose a good girl but i wont sit here and be foolish cuz she ain't tryna be on my page...

one more night left in town... she gonna remain ghost or will she re-appear?


make ya move ma.


- Yungin. ((f.l.h))

1 comment:

EpitomeOf_NYC said...

It goes both ways cru. You be on some other bullshit bout groupies and smashin and all that extra foolishness. Why would I wanna text/ call you when all you talk about who u got ridin you?!? Yeah it's my last night in town but you barely started texting tonight. It takes two to tango and what's implied in this blog is that it's all my fault. And don't front you say u love me too.