...never know how everything could turn around

i loved her fancy underwear.

i met her officially in april. shortly after that, we were in each others beds. ironically me and the prom queen started talking cuz she was supposed to be gettin me to get at her roommate. clearly that didn't happen. we spent much time together. it was convenient cuz she stayed in the complex. she'd juss walk over and it was goin daun diggity. i had been warned about her from everybody, but i couldn't help her. she was dangerous... the good but bad kind. amazing sexually... lied her ass off. and when i would catch her in a lie, she'd kiss me. never has a girl had me wrapped like that. we weren't together... i give her that. but the i love you's were so sincere. all game... in the back of my head i knew it. i was so apprehensive of a lot that she did. so i found out some things... and hey i had to bounce. if she woulda been honest i woulda worked it out.

...waiting for the chance to get to tell her im the one she should be with.

so her best friend... is like prom queen version 2.No... she was one of prom queens roommates that i knew from 2007 (it juss clicked for some of yall who these people are lmao) so we had previous history. thanks to prom queen being her new bestie... we were "reaquainted" with each other. so prom queen screws up (she's actually behind me finding out a few things... so many stories on that) and version 2.No swoops in... real Crusay style lol... and we "connect" again. coo... but then she starts slippin... fallin fast... but she always found a way back into ecstacy... then i started noticing how a lot of her steps were duplications of the prom queen... the way she moved, the way she talked... the "boo's" and "baby's" were all too familiar... seriously they sounded exactly the same. i even caught my self while i was holdin her and she said "i just feel so safe here... with you" and it was like while she was saying it, her and the prom queen's body were fading in and out... it was really REALLY trippy. and that was when i said "she's about to lose herself" so she started feeding me the same exact stories. and honestly sometimes i had to look at my phone and see if i was really talking to her! so finally i got to the point where i said "ima just be her friend. ima have to tell her shes been dropped... i kno she gon be hurt but we got bigger and better things that are way more worth it (shout out to miss "she got it" *all smiles*). then i was like iono... then i saw a myspace update (people... be careful what YOU post on myspace... ur lies are showing. and take responsibility for your actions... myspace ain't gettin messy, u juss mad cuz u got found out! be a grown woman!) and i saw 2.No commented on Prom Queen's status... (investigation time) so im QQin... QQin... QQin... and i start noticing more and more things... so she's as much of a liar as the prom queen. haha. crystal told me bout dem hoes...

she had it all figured out...

moral of the day people is don't be a dumb ass... don't go watch the movie that everybody n they mama saw n try to make a movie juss like it... we can tell ur a carbon copy. switch up the game mayne.

and:

to Heather and Jackie aka Gemini and Mya aka Delina and Lenae:

Congratulations... 1 out of 2 girls pullin the okie doke on Crusay aint bad. so... Heather (cuz u remember my birthday night (saturday, june 20th if u wanna look it up)... my bathroom "don't call me gemini" haha...)best of luck with cori... be ready for ur karma... and Jackie... its been fun. but i gotta E-Drop you... (GNR!!!) you've been dropped. we can be coo... i expect my $25 bucks when u get bk on this side of town&&hope u feel better... but u gotsta go!

but you two fucking up paved the way for some one that is a m a z i n g, smart, seductive, sexy, beautiful... she's a lil fucked up but i like it. and to think just 1 month ago i was heart broken...

guess u never know how everything could turn around. :)

- Yungin. ((f.l.h))