[exhales]
i been waitin months to confess i been stressed with this bullshit
kissin the wrong women sayin "we shouldn't be doin this"
been talkin to the baby mother of my ex favorite DJ
i admit it we slept together homie no PJ's
im not the betrayal type u can't help who u connect wit
besides im happy i did it cuz i found out that he's a real bitch
fuckin her when i just ended a call with "i love you" to this singer
who tends to act like a nigga need her
maybe i did
i kid
she just opened my eyes
i finally saw her for who she was can't say that i was surprised
cuz she had showed me before when she had showed me the door
but she came back for some more then did the same as before
i guess good sex will have ya mind gone
have u sayin "its okay" when u know she wrong
forgivin women who committed these love crimes
knowin i'll spend another night up just lookin at the time
wondering where she's at cuz i cant sleep with out her
then i call her phone & wanna forget about her
her: 'hello? no... i'm still out with ______. i'll call you when i get home.'
3:17am i got work in an hour and i've slept 20 minos
cuz u called me drunk at 2 talkin bout some fuckin skittles
your last week here & i ain't even on the guest list
so i'll say duces with a "fuck you" and a well wish
"u can go to hell bitch" yeah thats what im thinkin
i should prolly pick this blunt up and stop all this drinkin
drunken words are sober thoughts and i've tried to play my part man
but in all reality u keep breakin my heart and
i keep textin back every time u send somethin
keep checkin your page but u ain't tweeted nothin
frontin like im not hurt but i be thinkin bout her
not you but her yeah i love u but like her
she like to spend time wit a nigga i ain't gotta beg
you out with the whole world thats why im up in her bed
damn... but is this really where i wanna be
i wonder if you thinking of me
fuck it if you ain't
cuz im done with this fraud ass picture you tryna paint
like u ain't do nothin wrong now u just another song
and honestly a part of me dun already moved on
she be on my mind like the wallpaper on my phone
lookin back at me wit no bra on
every time i open my kick i see her
i know she think a part of me is bad but ima make her a believer
im tryin to believe her when she say him & her are through
somebody point me in the direction of the truth
im thinkin bout leavin she wantin me to stay
if you give me a reason then i'll be here, okay?
but u gotta give me that number 1 position
maybe thats my problem, maybe thats wats missin
being the only one instead of sharing wit someone else
im not content with myself i guess i need a little help
or a lesson on bein selfish
where's the woman i can call my own?
who's heart can i make my home?
maybe im better off being alone...
maybe im better off being alone.
- Yungin. ((.f.l.h.))
