.dark dancin.

[coulda swore i already had one named this... lol dem drugs man]

the first time i tasted her lips, she sent my mind on a spin. under the black light, fingers intertwined... she left me breathless as i led her to my bedroom. this wasn't an ordinary dance. it was evident that this was about to be something different. i had the urge to do things to her that i would only do to the woman i would marry. i felt the need to give her my best, my all, everything. i knew it was only sex, but she was different. the things she made me feel with her tongue was indescribable. nobody had ever kissed me so... passionate... so deep. you would swear she was mine. she placed her hand on one side of my neck and put her thumb on my throat to tilt my head back and proceeded to run the tip of her tongue from my neck to my ear (sorry i just caught chills. #blessthatwunnafulnameofJESUS that turns me on!). the seduction from her eyes screamed 'do what you want' and i did just that. i let the vibes from her body lead me so i could take her from the ground to the sky... to a place of ecstasy that she wouldn't want to come down from. what had gotten into me? what was it about this woman that i barely even knew that made me crave more of her as she came over and over again in my mouth... on my fingers... on my sheets... the harder she came, the more i wanted. i swear if i was a man she definitely woulda got pregnant that night. as she was on top of me our eyes connected and i realized this wasn't going to be the last time i would see her like this. the sounds she made i heard in my head for weeks. the lovers i had after that 1st time can't compare to her. the emotions that this one night gave me were confusing.

after the months and months of disconnect and wondering where she was, what she was doing, who she was with, who was she fucking... she appeared out of thin air. it was almost as if i was dreaming.

then i found us in the same position again...

and again...

my my my how you've grown.

so nasty... so x rated... so uninhibited

the body conversations we had with each other made me wonder why i had settled for anything less than the best after her. echoes of her praises of me being the best at pleasing her body continued on in my head for the longest. the way she called out how nobody could do her like i could would have usually been an ego booster, but i knew there was truth to this. she had me caught up. her body was my secret place... my escape... the only way i could release my feelings to her without shame, embarrassment, being scared, or being rejected. i got lost in her beyond contact. i caught my Gemini mind asking 'what are we doing? where are we? why are we so deep into her? (you can take that one how you'd like)' the shit drove me crazy. my mind frame wasn't safe. i felt like i was in a euphoric state as if she had become a drug. this wasn't just sex. how did i fall into this position? what had she done to capture me? she gave me her body in a way that i could read everything she was feeling. the connection was stronger than magnets. the things her body told me was more explanatory than any word that has ever come out of her mouth.

- Yungin. ((.f.l.h.))