this week this week...
good LORD!
Tragedies, triumphs, everything in between.
i lost a good girl this week. i mean the girl was amazing... but at the end of it all i had to think... is it okay for me to be prosecuted & thrown in jail over the same thing a nigga jz wrote her a ticket over? i mean wat happened to dealing in equality? i just always look at things from both sides cuz u never want to go off on somebody about something you could possibly do later on. You gotta give people 2nd chances right? Well equality ain't everybody's thing. Its coo tho... i ain't got nothin bad to say about her. like i said... she's amazing.
i almost lost my sanity. like no bullshit... i almost went from braids to a fade. i know yall like "wtf would make u go britney spears?" Heartbreak... *sigh* come to find out i am a heart breaker. after you've had 3 women in 2 days call & tell you how they fell for u and u jz dumped em off... that shit hurts. Im not the type of person that would knowingly do that. i mean seriously... i've been heartless but i've been hurt. i know wat its like to truly care for & love somebody and they jz disappear and u stuck lookin stupid. Knowing that somebody's been holding back feelings for years and they finally just got the balls to tell you how they feel.... that hurt... like square biz the shit hurt... now i got daughters that gotta go thru the same pain i put those girls thru. Hopefully karma will get me first.
maybe im not the good guy i thought i was...
My Dirty Girls are amazing. They got the chance to host a party at The Office downtown. It was so funny cuz they kept calling them "The Ooowee Girls". They were stunning. They caught everybody's eye. Sorry fellas... THEY'RE GAY! but the girls took it like champs. They didn't mind getting hit on by random dudes as well as random women (straight girls ain't as straight as they used to be). Unfortunately we're down to 4 girls now. Females don't wanna dedicate themselves to the hustle. I just look at it like if u can't fuck wit me while we have nothin, u can't fuck wit me when I get somethin. If you want to watch a group go from the bottom to the top, join the team. We'll be recruiting starting in August. Exact date coming soon.
AreYouFAM.com is relaunching and I get to be a part of it. I am the go to person for finding LGBT artists. Not just rappers but everybody. If you do any type of music and u wanna get out there, im the one u should come to. AreYouFAM.com is working hard to shine positive light on EVERYONE in our community. I am truly honored to be a part of this movement. Relaunch date: August 16th... get ready. (and if u wanna be a featured artist, hit me up).
I am an aunt again and i got a new cousin. My big brother sent me a pic of my new niece. She arrived here the morning of July 22, 2010. Then my younger cousin went to the doctor and they induced her labor... I am blessed to have these new additions in my family especially after 4 consecutive deaths sept-dec of last year. I thank God for them and i hope i get to meet them both very soon.
so i got a lot of shit goin on. Im tryna get my mind right for the next woman in my life (and yes i am single. im not even talking to anybody... shocker right?), getting back in school, finding a job or 3, getting the FUCK out of Katy (immejiately), not to mention i have a whole company i have to take care of... but im still standing.
I thank each and every one of u for ur prayers, texts, calls & words of encouragement throughout the week.
deeper shit coming soon lol.
- Yungin. ((f.l.h.))
btw: the East Coast called.... they want me back. New York, Florida, or stay here in Texas? God just show me the way.
